This is how Im wandering
thru life's dark forests round and round, Im stumbling
Questions, doubts and fears together jumbled
creating an enigmatic riddle
Its puzzling
I try my hand, and fail, at unraveling
the questions in my life are beyond my comprehension!
Someone give me answers!!
Save my soul from depression!!
God, if you're there, wont you save me from this apprehension?!
This darkness, this oppression
These doubts, these failures that push me to my destruction
I need peace!
Do I have to die before I rest in peace?!
Do I have to watch as you tear me piece by piece?
Does the song in my heart have to die beat by beat?!
Im at my victory moment, why do I taste defeat?
I see it now, I realise what this life was meant to be
Its a game of solitaire
A lonely walk in the darkness, a journey so solitary
I light up my darkness and inhale my peace
It closes my eyelids. It sets me on wings.
I rise from the darkness, I soar, I fly
I sing songs of brightness, of homes, in the sky
Of angels, with trumpets, at one with the light
Then I open my eyes and I laugh at the lie
Im still sitting here, no escape from the night.
Just pitch blackness, illuminated by the glowing tip of my high
I laugh again. Then I cry.
Im still wandering. Wondering.
How long before I die.
--i DONT REALLY SMOKE SO THIS IS ALL MAKE BELEIVE-----
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